Going Nuts!

I'm going crazy facing my Sam from morning to night..........there's no one else at home to play with him, so he keeps looking for me, but I need my own time to relax!
After expending my efforts on cooking for him, trying to feed him n trying to get him to nap, I really need to sit & relax & watch my tv or read my book, both of which are impossible cos the activities don't include the bored toddler!

I feel quite guilty when I saw the little fellow looking right & left on his own red chair for something to do, but after playing with him for like 10 min, I wish he could simply play on his own. I mean, why on earth does he need me to watch him arrange his bottles in a row??????

I even have to be in the same room as him when he plays..........it's so d$#%^ irritating to have a toddler hanging at the kitchen entrance (kitchen is a no-no boundary for him) when this poor cook is trying to cook up something delicious & new with 2 teaspoon of rice.
And then having to stop his efforts of attracting my attention by throwing his toys into the kitchen while I try to make sure the dish doesn't burn.

ARGH!!!!!!!!! And why isn't he speaking yet??????!!!!!!!!
I'm getting fed up with all his finger pointing, & feel so stupid holding both sides of the conversation when he babbles at me!

Why can't human babies be like baby fish: capable to fending for themselves from birth & don't need their mummies??????????